I don't know why I'm going to study psychology. I don't even know why I'm still in education. I felt so fulfilled when I was working in the supermarket and searching for a job for summer makes me really happy. I want to work and earn money rather than study psychology.
The whole reason I chose to study psychology was because I wasn't interested in other subjects and I wanted to fix whatever was wrong with me. Which was why I was obsessively reading book about psychological disorders.
Right now I feel like I'm wasting my parents money by going to class, learning nothing, coming back to my room, eating mashed potatoes or whatever like crazy, spending hours on the internet, and sleeping. Cooking now and then. That's basically all I do. Really. I feel empty.
I know I shouldn't be having doubts but it makes me wonder everyone else enjoys studying at university or if it's something they do because they are supposed to.