Tuesday, 31 May 2011

Weight Loss Report!!!!

Exactly 5 months since I started my diet. I've lost 5kgs! Another 4kgs until I accomplish my goal. I doubt that I will make it though. I'll probably start hormones before I lose another 4kgs which is a happier thing for me!

I've really noticed that I've lost weight when I found my jeans kept falling down.

Anyway, how did I achieve this?

I made it a habit to weigh myself every morning and night (as seen on the graph above) and noting how much I ate and exercised. I became careful of not eating too much and excising everyday. Sometimes my weight kept going up but I didn't go completely crazy about it. I just kept taking notes of it on an app on my iPod. Patience is key!!

Monday, 30 May 2011

Pet names

Ok... I've finally decided what my dogs (that I will someday have) will be named.

Albus (aka Albie) and Xenophilius.

Coolest names ever!
Both are taken from characters in Harry Potter books. Albus Dumbledore and Xenophilius Lovegood.

When I will own dogs.... No one knows.

Thursday, 26 May 2011


Why am i going to study in the UK?
What am i going to study in pre-sessional English from July to September?
Am i good enough for this? It's been 7 months since I last studied anything and I've forgotten a lot.
What kind of preparation should I be doing right now?
Why do i want to study further when i hate studying?
Will I be able to make it through without breaking down?
I'm so comfortable where i am now, that I wish could stay like this forever.

Monday, 23 May 2011

All I need to do...


Just listen to Gaga or something and chill. (Only, I can't afford gaga's new album... I have only 923 yen in my purse. And Gaga is too awesome to download for free.)
Stop being so dramatic.

I hate love.


I made a dare with my friend that I'd either take her photo or make a random video.

I'm such a stalker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously, I have issues.....

All in my head (like always)

You said hey
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame,
(she was the one who flirted with me first, OK!?)

And that's why... I smile,
It's been a while,
Since everyday and everything has felt this right...
And now,
You turn it all around,
And suddenly you're all I need,
The reason why
I smile. :)


She has a daughter.

Damn damn damn
what I'd do to have you here
I wish you were here.

Sunday, 22 May 2011

Don't Hide Your Love.

That's what he says. Guess I have no choice...

Class Reunion < Service Counter

I just came back from the "elementary school class reunion." Meh. Whatever. Everybody moved on. That's what I thought of it.
We first went to an all-you-can-eat restaurant and I ate pizza. But not too much. I lost 5kg in 5 months. I'm not going to ruin that record.
After talking about what other people were up to, me went to another shopping centre and the others drank shakes and I thought "how do they come up with the money??" As I'm trying to save up for chest surgery, I don't want to spend unnecessary money. And I had just spent 1230 yen at the previous restaurant! I just watched them drink.
And then they said they were going to another shopping centre... 3 hours had already passed. I said I'd go. So I did. The fact that it was raining like crazy kinda validated my excuse, I think.

AAAAANNNNDDDDD here comes the climax. The shopping centre we were at is connected to the supermarket I work at and of course the service counter...
In my last post, I wrote, "I'm gonna make every excuse to go to the supermarket. "
So I went.
I went to the counter to borrow an umbrella. The lady who I wanted to see was there! She gave me an umbrella that was going to be thrown away. She said she missed me because I haven't gone to the counter for 2 days. I told her I will come tomorrow. (I'm going to Tokyo for volunteering at World Vision and I'm planning to go on the way home.) She said she was happy that I will come because she will be working at that time.

I downloaded Avril Lavigne's latest album today (for free of course) and I need to write a verse from one of the songs....

You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you

It doesn't really fit in my situation because this is just a crush but it's such a beautiful song. I just HAD HAD HAD to write it here.

Friday, 20 May 2011

freaking out about not having work for 5 days

I don't go to work until 25th??????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What. The. HELL????????????????????????????????
I can't have consumed all the sexiness today!!!!! Just because I spent the whole day at the service counter doesn't mean you can keep me from the ladies for 5 fucking days FUCKERRRRRRRRRRR (<- directed to my innocent boss)

SO unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna make every excuse to go to the supermarket.